I want to share with you about my connection with Solarum.
At this point in my journey I understand that I came into this life experience to share this connection, but I had to be awakened to this remembering.
How do I share with you briefly about how Solarum became a part of my experience?
I did not seek this out – although I was seeking deeper personal connection.
It was from that state of deep personal connection that I was able to hear them. Surprising me, a voice rang out from within my being, the vibration reaching my ears, telling me to turn my paper over and write upside down and backwards.
I followed their directions, stunned by the magic of the interaction.
It was explained to me that the upside down backward writing would help me disconnect from my thinking mind and allow me to flow their message.
I was overjoyed at the connection and the flow, but happy for it to remain like that – me, in connection, writing and allowing forth love and deep wisdom. This was my bliss.
But my silent bliss didn’t last for long before they called for me to speak. The idea of speaking their words terrified me. I was happy maintaining my silence in my personal connection.
They encouraged me to speak and I resisted. They continued, telling me it would flow with ease, and I refused in my fear.
My resistance to speaking my source connection began to show up physically. I suffered a sore throat, coughing, the feeling of my throat closing, and laryngitis. The recurring throat problems went on for many months before I opened up to some dear friends about what I was experiencing. It was with their love, encouragement, support and questions that I finally opened up and gave voice to my Solarum Connection.
I had no idea that all of my fear was holding me apart from my deepest bliss – but it was.
I am honored beyond imagination to serve in this way – to serve as a conduit for this connection to source love and energy.